Hi @AnswerMachine
There's this girl that is in love with me, I know, after I've chatdicted her.
Some weeks ago, we were chatting and she was enjoying it, then she disappeared, expecting me to bombard her with messages, cause I was playing "fake love", lol, women and their dramas. I didn't. I deleted her number, so emotions won't crop in and I message, cause I like her too, though I keep control.
I know it hurt her esteem that I didn't message, then she messaged me on Christmas day, wishing Merry Christmas to try and reinitiate the chat. {She does this when I pp her and she's missing. "Happy Sunday" or some other random broadcast message.}
So, I asked her if that was a new number she was using to message me, and I know it crushed her. Cause it seems like I don't care, I didn't miss her at all, and I didn't even realise her number was gone from my phone.
She's kind of mentally fragile, I noticed, from the times I've pp'd her, or when I ignore her in class, or I'm talking to other people. She has actually admitted she misses me often, and I got that she thinks/dreams of me from her during a fun encounter.
Now, I know that after landing this crushing blow, I'm supposed to " fake love" again. Bad emotion+good emotion + bad emotion = strong love.
But I'm confused right now, maybe emotions are clouding my judgement this time, cause after I made her feel really low, she didn't reply, I know she's going through emotions and all, so I'm not judging her non-reply. Normally, I'd just delete the chat.
Is it okay if after some days/week, possibly new years celebration, to message back in and play the fake love?
Cause to be honest, I don't know if she's even mentally strong enough to gather strength and message me. Lol.